ohh god.
..
im sorry..
i seriously am.
i didnt know it'll make things worse and stuff..
ok.
im sorry to EVERYONE in the WHOLE WORLD okay.!?
ok.?
im sorry to xinyi for rejecting her calls.
im sorry to ed
( obvious reasons )
and im sorry to hl and vivien..
who got involved in this..
and im sorry to involve joel leow into this.
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im sorry to everyone k..
but im sorry to say.
i dont really regret telling joel leow my problems.
he helped me alot.
and i seriously wanna thank him.
so if you guys arent happy with it.
cause he might be biased and all.
i've got nothing to say at all.
i mean.
ok.
i know im at fault.
okay.
i seriously dont expect ed to even forgive me.
i mean.
i did that too many times
( i dont really know when but. sorry T.T )
so..
if you dont wanna talk to me like forever.
i can understand.
just when i thought i had already solved it..
well.
theres another mess now.
and its all xinyi and joel.
ohh great.
i seriously dont know.
HOW DUMB I CAN GET.
can someone tell me.?
i dont think so.
I NEED GOD TO TELL ME.
argh.!!
ok.
xinyi.
i apologise.
i didnt want to hear what you have to say.
cause well.
truth hurts.
and morever you were blowing your top.
i dont wanna hear anything then.
and joel was just cheering me up and all.
so.
yea.
dont blame me for talking to him or whatever.
instead of talking to you.
whatever it is,
im sorry okay.
and ed.
i know i've made things worse for you.
straining like every one of your friendship.
if theres any to start with
ok and.
.
i dont know la.
ok.
my life is soo screwed
okay.?
my friends..
my family..
and..
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haiis.
whatever it is.
im sorry.
and joel.
i should really say sorry to you.
though you feel i dont have to.
but i should.
i got you into this.
im sorry.
.
im sorry to the WORLD.!
my existance causes problems for the human race.
i should just die off
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